Hell is fine

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So, I HATE noises, like when someone clicks with their mouth, or anything like that. It pisses me off
and there is this guy who talks to himself, clicks and so on just to annoy people. It drives me crazy. I've asked him kindly numerous times to stop because I can't work while he's talking to himself loudly but he just yells "I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING, GET LOST" and so on. He then talked about me to other people in this class and now he does it deliberately and I cannot focus.
Please don't think I'm being picky, I'm not a rude guy who tells you to stop breathing loudly.
I mean
He talks and clicks   a l l   l e s s o n
I can understand being bored when the teacher leaves the room but
he talks over demonstrations, clicks when doing work
And then when he's not doing that he's talking about me to over people and I'm having panic attacks because of it (which I rarely get but were talking about shaking, head aches and so on.) because he's insulting me and I'm constantly on the verge of tears. if him and his friends keep coming up to me and picking at me, trying to trip me over (my legs still bad from the accident when it dislocated itself) I'm gonna cry or attack something or both. 
and some 'friend' of mine didn't bother to help at all~
The migraine hasn't gone away after yesterday. When he began insulting and picking at me again it just got worse. 
I feel like shit and I still haven't told anyone, I can't sleep my head hurts that much.

School is now utter hell again and I've gone back to being broken and sick because of it. 

In school they sat there saying that school was easy for us, we should have it harder. Yes the work is simple. But socially you try having a bunch of people push you, prod you, insult you. You do that in a work place and their asses would be fired within days. What do they get? A quiet talk with a teacher about 'feelings'. Then its back to where we came from.
Yes, life isn't fair but abuse from others isn't legal is it? Yes I know they're technically minors and blah blah blah,
If anyone's ever seen the movie bully knows that it shows exactly how bulling is or if you've been bullied first hand knows in greater detail and if you're being bullied, keep going ok? you're doing good and thinks will get better, they will get better faster if you talk about it.
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now, lemme point out I hate the word bulling
it's assault lowered down a notch to sound less damaging
If they said down the phone to parents "oh Alex is being assaulted by James again" parents would go batshit crazy, no?
"oh Alex is being bullied by James again" Sounds a lot less like a full on attack and a black eye? sounds like a hug went wrong and he couldn't breathe
"oh Alex is having the living shit beaten out of him by James again" still the same context, different words
So thats why I hate the word bulling, its an excuse for school to lessen out the blow of telling parents their kids getting blackmailed and attacked.
James and alex do not exist and are fiction. Just sayin' I don't know no Alex or James

So just a friendly reminder for all you teachers and stuff out there, you're awesome doing your job and putting up with the arses who do shit and talk and throw shit, god knows teachings gotta be a tough job and you're doing great but seriously do not say school isn't tough on students psychologically.
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BrysIllustration's avatar
Oh my god, this is awful. I'm pretty sure you can get the authorities involved for emotional and physical harrassment.
I know the feeling, I used to get it all of the time, you just need to talk to someone who's actually useful, and arrange to get them all to go elsewhere, because you shouldn't have to feel like you have to go away. I hope things get better over time. :hug: