Putting The Cat To Sleep -gore-

Inspired by that song by antlers

I feel like sh*t, everything was good, I was finally starting to be happy and everything was turning around, everything WAS good...then it all went wrong

I guess I'm not allowed to be f*cking happy am I now

Don't worry, I don't intend on doing anything stupid...

the bloods a metaphor for mental stress and exhaustion 

I

GIVE

UP

I won't kill myself and I'm not cutting, I've never cut...Just so you guys know

I just feel like sh*t

and to think I was finally beginning to get social and crawl out of my shell a bit

I stood up for my f*cking friends, I was there for them, I took a bunch of sh*t for them

and all I have to show is nothing...I honestly don't know why I keep on getting thrown away like this?

I'm guessing I might be the problem, something hard to admit but I guess...don't worry and no pity, it's just why I've drawn this so you guys don't think it's a suicide note :/

I've not had a good sleep in ages and I feel like sh*t...thanks universe

I'll be fine though...I've been in worse situations 

Scound-soundandscar